[Lyrics]

I yearn for happiness, just like everyone else

And this is a feeling that I cannot simply escape nor obtain

No one wants to be unhappy, yet not all can find what brings them joy

Fighting for that one, that one singular seat, that we all want in life

I can't even honor the lives that were lost

Without showing any emotions that are not envious

Standing here, pretending to grieve while showing, envy toward the dead

Silly thoughts I know, so I'll just sing a song, to anyone, with sorrow and depression

Papa and Mama's love gave the gift of life

Surprising that I made it 20 years, when will this stop

How many had loved me

How many have I hurt, and will continue to

I do not know, I don't know, what the answer to that is

Someone who wanted to be, chosen in life

Might have found and seen the colors of light, Oh how I am envious

Here I am still searching, Will I ever find it

Caught between wanting to live or to die, suicidal

Thoughts, again and again, all at once, thoughts pouring in

Right now, somebody’s birthday is today, but it is also the anniversary of your death day

I still recall whenever taking a bath, until one day I'll probably forget about it all 

Holding my last breath, thinking that I could finally end it all, but then I went and exhaled

So I'll just, keep singing this one melody

Wanting to find a reason or a place to belong in

Without even knowing the reason for being born

So tell me? So tell me? 

So tell me? So tell me?

So tell me? So tell me?

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

UnHappy Birthday

To you

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

UnHappy Birthday

To you

I can't even honor the lives that were lost

Without showing any emotions that are not envious

Standing here, still wishing to think of living

I want to live, I said

I don't want to die, no

Thoughts Again and again, I screaming out these emotions

Someone who wanted to be chosen in life

Continues to keep on going in a world that will not bend

Always searching for a place to belong in

Tell me to live, please, I don't want to die

Caught between emotions of wanting to end it all or to live

For the life that was born, it’s a miracle

So at least Cherish it, Cherish it

Perhaps one day I could learn to maybe love myself

Then one day, I would not mind waking to another morning

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

UnHappy Birthday

To you

Happy Deathday

Happy Deathday

UnHappy Deathday

To you